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Scarmaker

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Published: Jul 25, 2012

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Scarmaker

Your promises kept~
Breaking   Breaking   Breaking
I tried to hold those hopeful words you said
But you've always managed to hurt the both of us in the end

Our tears shed~
Seething  Seething  Seething
Down and away like liquified memories of regret
While every stinging mistake rushes back and quickly spreads

My hands left~
Trembling   Trembling   Trembling
I find myself feeling lost in this inner emptiness
As all my love for you continually escapes from my chest
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_{This is our last resort / Please, don't say it's so
There's no trusting me anymore / Please, you don't have to go

We tried, but it just can't work / Then I swear that I will change
I lied, and made everything worse / Then give us more time, and just wait

I don't want to make you cry ever again / I'd rather have you than nothing
I can't stand being the source of your pain / I want you to know that you're my everything

I know you're better off without me / But I will always need you here
Things will get better, you'll see / But living without you is my worst fear}
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Your promises forgotten~
Leaving   Leaving   Leaving
You ripped yourself away and left my wounds open
And the last moments of weakness remained frozen

My soul's suffocating~
Victim   Victim   Victim
Every single failure should have a reason
But my will to keep on trying is slowly weakening

My heart's broken~
Crumbling   Crumbling   Crumbling
And I don't know if I can ever let you be forgiven
Because it's going to be impossible to endure all of this emotional scarring

Another...broken heart
Another...emotional scar
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Stock image - fav.me/d2m4y72
Second stock image - fav.me/dzae02
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This poem is written for my project, titled - "The Prodigy's Suicide"
In volume four: Weightless Burdens