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Plead For Release

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Published: Aug 30, 2012

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Plead For Release

God, I hope I'm doing this right
I was never really one for praying
God, Please look at me in my eyes
I'm sorry, I'm just so sorry for everything
Even though I'm just another one of your creations
I wonder why I was born surrounded by destruction

I know nothing of your pity
But I still want to try and believe in thee
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_{I crumble down to my knees
And I beg of you, please

Destroy every nightmare that I have ever slept
Break and shatter every mirror in existence
So I don't have to dream of what I've become to be
So I don't have to see what has finally become of me}
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God, I was never really one for confrontations
But this is where I have to draw the line in life
Because hearing the truth is like learning an important lesson
Just like when I was told that it's all okay, it's okay to cry
Because everything just seems to happen for a reason
But now I know nothing, nothing except grief
I just hope this life of pain is not an inheritance
Because I've become so sick, oh-so-sick of this reality
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_{Remove every scar that has ever been shown
Dry up every tear that has ever been drawn
So I will never again bleed
So I will never again grieve

You need to take it all away
I want these memories of mine erased}
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God, I was never really one to ask for forgiveness
But I no longer have anyone standing by my side
God, I said I was truly sorry for my weakness
I need you to at least give me some kind of sign
Even though I am just one person
You must know I am only human

I know nothing of peace
But yet, that's not stopping me from trying to plead for release

God, this is my life's outcome
God, let my pain be undone
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In volume eight: The Derevolution
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